an you believe it! I am alive!!!  And how my little ones have grown!!!!!






Madison and Jackson are 3 1/2.  Madison is my sweet little diva and just so independent.  Jackson is well, he is a boy.  My family likes to call him a sour patch kid.  One minute he is so sweet and loving and then the next he is tackling you on the floor.  But he has the biggest heart.










And well, we want number 3.  We feel now the twins are getting older we want that baby.  So, we secretly have been doing a frozen cycle.  With the twins IVF round, we got 5 5day blast that were good quality. We transferred two and froze 3.  On June 3rd we transferred one (yes only one :) ) on that day.


I thought that a frozen cycle after all this time would be so easy but man did it bring all the emotions of the roller coaster back like we were still on that journey.  The shots, the hormones, the schedule, the test....it was just all back.  Friday I have my blood drawn to get my beta numbers but I cheated of course. I am not sure what to make of it.  I got a VERY faint squinter on the First Response but the digital came up pregnant. I am nervous about the faint line but I thought with a digital you have to have at least 50 hcg level.  Hmmmmmm.....what does it all mean!

Well.....

I know yall are wondering where I have fallen off....  Life has just happened.

I got a new job, we relocated to ATL...my sister got married. Its just been one thing after another but I did want to start with sharing there 1 year photos and birthday party. I made everything from scratch.  It was allot of work but worth everything.

 They each had a book "Happy Birthday to you" and I had all the guest sign it so they could read it for years to come.

There birthday cake and smash cakes.

 Party favors....

 Madison's one year banner.  Month to month photos.

 Sweet Madison....

 I made there hats and highchair banners. I actually made  two banners which is why it says I but we only used one so I should have put We.....still cute thought.

 Party hats....those were not fun to make but turned out so cute...

 Handsome Jackson...

Looking through my photos, I have left off some first....

 The moments that just melt your heart...

 Jackson loving his bath time....

The babies were in their first wedding (photo above)

9 month photos.....

 Twins at Day Care.....

 Ms Madie Cakes....                                              Jackson feeding Louie...

They love bath time.......

 Papa bought them these chairs.....they love them

Their first FORTH OF JULY!!!!

 

 Trip to Lawencburg, TN.....

They met their Great Aunt Vera...she was so excited to see them ....

9 and 10 months

I feel so horrible that I am combining months but I have been so busy and have had no time to post anything......  

Sleep: nothing has really changed, they go to bed around 6:30-7:30 depending on how tired they are that night.  They have gotten more playful at night versus so grumpy.  

Feeding: they officially have been ween from the breast.  They now have formula about 5-6 bottles a day of 4oz.  They have cereal for breakfast, fruit and veggie for lunch, snacks are a gerber snack such as puffs or veggie sticks and then for dinner a meat with veggies.  I have started giving them more solid food such as cooked carrots, whole bananas, and their favorite green beans.  They love sitting in their high chair to eat and its nice because able to get some things done while they feed their selves. 

Diapers:  still in stage 3... liking both are in the same stage

Clothing:   Well, Madison still is in her 6 months but can wear some 9 months.  Jackson is in 9 months mainly but certain brands like Carter he can wear some of the 12 months.   

What are they loving to do.......

  They love to beat on different items to hear the differences and love to hear the different sounds they make. I love the expressions when they find a new one. 

Family Sunday, trip to Jacksonville zoo which....

which they had their first ride on the Carousal....

  

Milestone:  Both of them are sitting up with no support.  They are able to turn around, twist, scoot (their form of crawling).